A day that is worth remembering

I have done something very wrong that cause my love one to felt sad and dissapointed of what I have done. Feels like a spear stab through the heart. I told a lie and also denied of what I have done. Why I lie about it as it is not a big deal of telling the truth and i dont have to be lie about it. Living as a couple needs the trust from each other to continue on with the journey of our life.

And I have broke that rules. A simply rules that everyone has to follow in the life and I couldn't follow on it. Why? Why Do I have to lie on it?I can just said the truth on it. Why? It is like something that I done it unconsiciously. Maybe this is what they called kuan si (in hokkien) or 习惯 (xi guan in mandarin). It just come out automatically. I know I did that wrong thing but I denied on it also lie on it. Finally I admit that I did it. So that is why anger was taken in place.

I never mad of the anger and also the treatment that I get. It was the punishment.

I accept it and promised that I will win the trust back as I love dearly to my love one and my world will be meanless without the existense. What I can think of ?... The reasons that I denied it ...

I think too much as there were questions running in my head. Whether should I tell the truth or I should just denied on it. Which answer will be fine and not cause chaos. But I never think of one point whereby telling the lie and also denied of what I have done will cause more chaos on it.

That day was buried on my mind as a a reminder. A reminder not to do or repeat the same thing again. Those who have read this blog, remembe trust is important in a relationship and also in life. Lying will just make thing worst and sometimes teling the truth is the best way.