A day that is worth remembering

I have done something very wrong that cause my love one to felt sad and dissapointed of what I have done. Feels like a spear stab through the heart. I told a lie and also denied of what I have done. Why I lie about it as it is not a big deal of telling the truth and i dont have to be lie about it. Living as a couple needs the trust from each other to continue on with the journey of our life.

And I have broke that rules. A simply rules that everyone has to follow in the life and I couldn't follow on it. Why? Why Do I have to lie on it?I can just said the truth on it. Why? It is like something that I done it unconsiciously. Maybe this is what they called kuan si (in hokkien) or 习惯 (xi guan in mandarin). It just come out automatically. I know I did that wrong thing but I denied on it also lie on it. Finally I admit that I did it. So that is why anger was taken in place.

I never mad of the anger and also the treatment that I get. It was the punishment.

I accept it and promised that I will win the trust back as I love dearly to my love one and my world will be meanless without the existense. What I can think of ?... The reasons that I denied it ...

I think too much as there were questions running in my head. Whether should I tell the truth or I should just denied on it. Which answer will be fine and not cause chaos. But I never think of one point whereby telling the lie and also denied of what I have done will cause more chaos on it.

That day was buried on my mind as a a reminder. A reminder not to do or repeat the same thing again. Those who have read this blog, remembe trust is important in a relationship and also in life. Lying will just make thing worst and sometimes teling the truth is the best way.

St*pit customer ....

One of a customer who makes my day bad and curse him or her when I was helping to solve the problem. Really I can said phone support is much better compared to this chat support but there is a good on chat support. I think I did mention on the previous post on it.

[7:12:10 PM] GAR_Xxxx> The ticket number for this chat support will be xx-xxxxxxx

[7:12:16 PM] GAR_Xxxx > Hi

[7:12:37 PM] GAR_Xxxx > may I know what phone number do you wanted to update on ?

[7:13:08 PM] Aaaa> if u check my phone info in outlook

[7:13:13 PM] Aaaa > u can notice 2 phone#

[7:13:14 PM] GAR_Xxxx > ok

[7:13:22 PM] GAR_Xxxx > yes

[7:13:31 PM] GAR_Xxxx > one is workphone and the other is Inet number

[7:13:43 PM] Aaaa > international phone# is still reflecting the old one

[7:13:50 PM] Aaaa > which is 3-0362

[7:13:57 PM] GAR_Xxxx > and the new is ?

[7:13:59 PM] Aaaa > i am now using 253-9479

[7:14:22 PM] Aaaa > i don't think i can update that myself

[7:14:57 PM] Aaaa > so, the request is change all phone # to 253-9479

[7:15:11 PM] Aaaa > it has been a confused to everyone who would like to call me

[7:15:21 PM] GAR_Xxxx > I can see that the work phone is updated

[7:15:24 PM] GAR_Xxxx > just the inet

[7:15:31 PM] Aaaa > yes

[7:15:39 PM] GAR_tchin1X > can i connect to your machine and see?

[7:15:43 PM] GAR_tchin1X > May I connect to your system and take a look at some of the settings?I will attempt to connect to your machine using a program called LANDesk. In a moment, you will receive a prompt, "Will you allow AD_”Agent idsid” to connect to your computer". Please click "Yes".

[7:15:45 PM] Aaaa > yes

[7:17:52 PM] GAR_Xxxx > May i know when was the time that you have changed the number to the new number

[7:18:07 PM] Aaaa > in the phone book?

[7:18:14 PM] GAR_Xxxx > yes

[7:18:22 PM] Aaaa > quite sometime

[7:18:23 PM] GAR_Xxxx > and also the changes of the number

[7:18:42 PM] Aaaa > but i always cannot change the international phone number as i cannot edit it at all

[7:18:54 PM] Aaaa > yes

[7:19:04 PM] GAR_Xxxx > ya

[7:19:12 PM] Aaaa > i move to a new cube last year Q4

[7:19:20 PM] GAR_Xxxx > i also noticed that it as well

[7:19:37 PM] GAR_Xxxx > Even on the HR side, the number is updated as well

[7:19:52 PM] Aaaa > what do you mean?

[7:19:58 PM] Aaaa > can u change it on my behalf?

[7:20:40 PM] Aaaa > hey, do you think u can call me to solve this? i hate to chat the issue like this

This is the part where I keeps on cursing the customer on it. If you dont like to chat on this issue, why dont you call in for the support. What is the point engaging us?

[7:20:49 PM] GAR_Xxxx > This is not handled by us

[7:20:53 PM] Aaaa > i still have a couple of issues that need service desk help

[7:21:09 PM] GAR_Xxxx > let me try to check for you for this

[7:21:23 PM] GAR_Xxxx > I am sorry that i am not able to call you for this matter

[7:21:24 PM] Aaaa > this issue has been open for quite sometime

[7:22:17 PM] Aaaa > so, can u resolve the phone# issue for me?

[7:22:39 PM] GAR_Xxxx > let me check the informations for you

[7:26:23 PM] GAR_Xxxx > Aaaaa, when was the changes on the phone number for the new number is changed? Can you please provide me a date on it?

[7:26:42 PM] Aaaa > i don't know

[7:26:46 PM] Aaaa > i cannot recall

[7:27:34 PM] GAR_Xxxx > ok

[7:27:47 PM] Aaaa > if u cannot fix this, i would rather take a phone#

[7:27:53 PM] Aaaa > new phone#

[7:28:01 PM] Aaaa > are u able to do that for me?

[7:28:16 PM] GAR_Xxxx > I am sorry that i am not able to do that ...

[7:28:28 PM] Aaaa > ok...tell me what can u do now?

[7:28:33 PM] Aaaa > can fix or cannot fix?

Here is where I said WTF !!

[7:28:51 PM] Aaaa > what is the other alternative if u cannot fix

[7:30:20 PM] GAR_Xxxx > I have checked that it will take around one week or plus for it to propagates on it

[7:30:55 PM] GAR_Xxxx > and we also need to make sure that the number that we have included on the Phone book does not have any special characters on it

[7:34:30 PM] GAR_Xxxx > you will need to update at the Phone book side

[7:41:21 PM] GAR_Xxxx > Aaaa, I was not able to receive any response from you within 5 mins and according to the Chat policies, agent must end the session if there is no response from user within 5 mins

[7:41:46 PM] Aaaa > ok

[7:41:53 PM] Aaaa > i called up service desk

[7:41:54 PM] Aaaa > thanks

[7:41:58 PM] GAR_Xxxx > Is there anything else I may assist you with?

[7:42:07 PM] Aaaa > no thank you

[7:42:11 PM] GAR_Xxxx > You are welcome. Have a nice day !!

[7:42:13 PM] GAR_Xxxx > “You will receive a survey for this support after the ticket is closed. Please note that by selecting Neutral, it will be contributed as Negative Survey. Thank you”

[7:42:14 PM] GAR_Xxxx > Thank you for using Live Assist Chat Support. Please feel free to contact us again by going to ............

Really..Working in this kind of fields, lots of different kind of customers that you can get...

Lovely nite !!

Yesterday was a nice and warm night when I was on my way back home. Looking out on the car windows where there is darkness and only the car lights are shining the way.

Listening to music together with the HTC touch diamond. Sharing headsets together and listen to some lovely songs. Wah... It was a romantic moment.

Yeah!! A lovely happy night that melts my hearts. Wanted to take this chance to said "I love you!"

Movies & Animes , July 2009

This is the movies and also the anime that I have watched on June. Nice and great shows.

Harry Potter : The Half Blood Prince.

The movie watched at the Gurney mall on Saturday, 18 June. Luckily there is a seats for 2 when we reach there as the queue was quite long. The service on the foods and the beverages was not that good. The way they serve the customer and aslo the actions that they take was slow although the queue was getting longer. The seats space is also limited on it. Kinda hard to seat for long hours of movies. There will be new coming for the Harry Potters as there is no ending on this one.

Ice Age 3: Dawn of the Dinosaurs

This movie was been watch @ Cathay Cineplex as promised. The movie was so funny that we all laughed at the cinema when the funny scenes reached. I do have download the screen saver from the official sites. Haha!! Don't miss it.

Tsubasa Chronicles [Season 1 & 2]

This is the current anime that I watching and it is also a interesting anime to watch. The story is about a boy named Syaoran and the friends that he had met, Kurogana, Fay, Mokona and also the princess, Sakura in the journey to retrieve the feathers of Sakura. The feathers resembles the memories of Sakura and they have been teleporting to different world with the help of Mokona. The journety gets more interesting as it is. There is a mysterious boy who have the same face as Syaoran and who is him? Hmmm...Looks like i need to continue on watching to get the answer. It is also a interesting anime to watch. ~ Watch it ~

Sales @ Queensbay

Sales @ QB mall on last weekends. I was there and went to the Center Square. I was on the 3rd floor and I looked down. Sales on Padini. The sales was not only here and also the Padini lot. It was 70% discount on pants and shirts but mostly are womens clothes.

Last few months, economy bad. Is this what we call economy bad? Or maybe they have the magic card to help them on it. Haha ~~

Gundam Deathscythe Hell

This is the result of the Gundam model that I have bought cheaply. The model that I have mention on the previous few post. The quality was not good and it really requires some skills on it. Actually on the model, there is some damages that I have done and it was completed with the help of some glue. The reason is because some of the joints does not fix exactly and it needs some modifications. So when some accidents happen, there is no going back. But luckily, there is some help from a friend, name UHU glue. Haha ~

Front view of the Gundam DEATHSCYTHE hell

Back view of Gundam DEATHSCYTHE hell

Thursday ~ A blur day !!

Misses someone so dearly that I slept on the bed that is usually been slept on. Feels the presences surrounding me even though the physical appearance is not with me. Woke up with a cramp hand and when to change. Wanted to take my bike to fix the tyre which has been broken. Got the bike keys and went to the parking lot. I was shock that it was not there. Thought that maybe my eyes are playing tricks on my eyes but it was not. I double check on it and it was not there. Is it been stolen? I was so scare and I walked to the other parking lots and it was not there.

So I called the Swee Lea shop which is the shop where my bike was born. I was calm after they said that it was been pull back due to no payment after 7 months. So payment needs to be done and complete all the payment in order to get it back.

It was almost time for me to go to work...So bath and then called my colleagues to fetch me to worl. Thinking of riding the another bike that I was using the past few days but the keys was not at the usual place. It was at my beg after the owner called me and checked on my bag pack. What a day?

What the heck ??

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From:
Sent: Tuesday, July 14, 2009 8:00 PM
Subject: Noisy agents

Sorry to bring this up again, but the problem with noisy agents is back again.

On top of speaking very loudly and cursing, he and his friends are also openly swapping and sharing pirated video files amongst one another, which is a clear violation of fair use of intellectual property on an Intel site.

I hope you can address this as soon as you can.

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This is what I can call "people so free nothing to do". Got shock when received this emails from our manager. Received people complaining agents are very noisy. By looking at the 1st statement, it looks like it was not the first time that they or he or she has complain about it. What I can said about this is there is no point bringing this up to the managers as it can be settle by just walking to that side and said "Do you mind lowering your voices?". That is all. Is that very hard? What kind of people? What to comment about people but does not dare to said in front of the poeple. Have to do all those damn and f*ck actions.

Miss some one that I ...

========= Right Here Waiting for you ===============

Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain

If I see you next to never
How can we say forever

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That I though would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' CrAzY

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' cRaZy

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

==============================================

A song that I wanted to listen in the morning tody (14 July 2009, 8.40am) as someone was on the way to outstation and I am here alone going to work, eating supper and also alone in the dark room in the night. A barrier that blocks over me. For me to hug and also care for.

Eveyrtime when there is a outstation, it was fine at the beginning but when the date has come, all those emotional feelings started to pour out from my heart. So today I decided to post this song in the blog so that it will remind me everytime there is a outstation that happens in my life.

If anyone wants to listen to the song, you all know where to get it. (Google and youtube). Planning to include in but looks like the clips on youtube is not able to embedded on it. The function got disabled.

Walking is the fun ...

Was walking on the street on my way to the destinantion and felt like there is a new topic for my blog. It feels like that moment, it inspired me on posting this blog. So I quickly grab this image. This image is showing the route where I was heading and it was not only me who was on that road. There is also some walkers who are walking towards me and also some of the peoples who are behing me. It is like a feeling of release the burden that you have carried in the early morning until the time where you are already end of your working hours. It feels like a relief.

The scene was like China where most of the citizens there are walking or riding bicycle to work. But I think that is the oldies and now it is already modern age. Do you think that the China citizen still practising the old practise??

So I was walking and I was watching some clips on the way. So I just treat it as an exercise for me as doctor said that I have high blood pressure. So it is also good for me. Walking is a nice practise. Walking with me and enjoy the moments.

Gundam Model ...

Gundam Model that I have brought from Prangin Mall.

This is the models that I have bought at the Prangin Mall after I have finish watching the Ice Age 3: Dawn of the Dinosaurs.

One set of the model cost me RM19.90 and it is not an original copy. It is a duplicated copy and the parts are not complete and the quality of the hand works is not good compared to the originals.

I just go ahead and bought it because I was just beginner. So bought it as a testing. The 1st model is on the way. Parts like the legs and the arms has already finish building it. Will post it once the whole model is complete. ....

Be careful when parking your car

This is what you get when you park under peoples house in the flat area. I was shock when I saw it and it was taken down by my P1i phone. So please consider twice before parking your car in the flat area.

The content of the trash was durian skinssssssss.....

Sleepy day

Alarms are ringing and it is calling you to shut it down. The bed was so warm and comfortable that keeps me from not waking up. The bed just keep me going on sleeping even the alarm was keeping on calling me. But finally, I also have to make my mind over the body to get up.

The darkness on the living room makes me sleepy as I was walking like a mummy towards the bathroom. Lights on the bathroom was turn on and it was bright that I closed my eyes for a while. Waters dropping from the shower running trough my body. Makes my body shiver of coldness even though the water was warm. A small area where I was standing was warm. The surrounding which the water warm was not dropping was still on the coldness air.

The smell of the green tea was in the air and even that was not helping to get those sleepness away. Feels like having a holiday where there is no worries and thinking of a motivation to keep on working.

Walking back to the room to get dress and ready to go to work. Said bye to my warm and comfortable bed. Bye!!

Top songs on my list

Here is some songs that have been repeated playing when I was on work and also saved into my P1i for listening to cool my day and also mood.

English:

New Divide ~ LinKin Park

21 Guns ~ Green Day

Back To The 80's ~ Aqua

Battlefield ~ Jordin Sparks

Better On The Other Side ~ Michael Jackson (MJ)

Fuck You ~ Lily Allen

Broken-Hearted Girl ~ Beyonce

Funhouse ~ Pink

Heartless ~ Kanye West

Here We Go Again ~ Demi Lovato

Hush Hush Hush Hush ~ The Pussy Cat Dolls

No Boundaries ~ Adam Lambert

Patron Tequila _Ft. Lil Jon _ Eve ~ ParaDiso Girls

Chinese:

寂寞先生 ~ 曹格

You can download those songs from Genrya.com and also Haoting.com

Ice Age 3 : Dawn of the Dinosaurs

Nice movie. Watched at the Pragin Mall, Cathay to avoid the crowded peoples and also the long queues. Went to watch yesterday, Satruday. It was a funny movie and we laugh on the funny scenes. Like where Scrates and the lovely partner dancing and fall in love. You have to go and watch it. Don't miss it.

Sunday working days...

Sleepy after watching a few series of anime, Tsubasa Chronicle on Kumby. It is a site where I stream and watch anime online. Usually at week days, the streaming was very slow and when it finishes loading on it, it played half way. Looks like Intel is cutting or limitting the Internet connection. Luckily, there is something is able to do so. Better not said it out.. I think you all also can guess what I mean over here.

It was 3.38pm and I was geeting sleepy and a bit blur. For me, I can't never survive long time on watching anime and also for many episodes. It is just like when I tried to watch One Piece. It is still a long way to go for it. Drama is also the same for me. One DVD disc is my limitations. I know that there is people's where they can watch for hours and hours until the end of the drama.

Stopped at episode 10 and take the time to jot something on my blog since it has been a long time on updates. I was kinda hangat hangat tahi ayam on this blog. Then I got lazy to update on it. Haha!!

Hope you all know what I mean by those words in Malay. Got to go now cause it is time to continue on.