Unhappy memories

There is one more thing that I would want to write it down. I think you all also know what is this, 清明节? Let me tell to those who does know what it means. It means Qing Ming Jie. It is actually a chinese festival that has pass down from centuries. Here is a link if you all wanted more information about it, Qing Ming Jie.

So here is how it goes. I was on my way back to mainland to fetch my mother and sister to go for 清明. It was also a raining day when I reach home. We waited for a few minutes and then we started our route to Berapit to pray my father and then only go to pray my grandmother. Everything was going fine. Just the raining part that makes it a bit hard cause it was really difficult to drive when raining. even PG island was windy and also raining.

After praying my grandmother, my mother say that she and my sister wanted to go to Queensbay mall for a walk and then only fetch them back when they wanted to return. In mind, I know that I need to go back as soon as possible. So I didnt say a word about not able to fetch them go or anything and just went straight back to mainland. My mum was so angry and scolded me. A lot of uneasy words come out from her mouth that has waken me up and I know that I am actually not a good son or child. It is really a big pressure to me when she said that I am the only son who can take care and also bear the responsibility to take care of the home.

I know within myself that I cant do that cause even myself, I am not able to take care. How can I take care of such a big responsibility. I need my partner to be my side to help me and guide me. I know my partner is also willing to do so but the unlucky is that my mother does not like about it. That is the sad part..

But after the next day, my mother was not angry anymore. But I think there is still some unhappy parts within her. Do not want to talk about sad thing long long. Will end this entry now. This will be the end of the stories for the long non writing on my blog. Will be new entries coming from this year , this month.